Well I finally got my wish of another baby but I kinda wish I waited now I love my daughter and I'm glad I had her but it is soo much harder with two only 20 months apart one needs to constantly eat while the other wants to play. I can't take Raelynn outside because she is too young for sunscreen plus it is Hott outside like 90 plus.And now work wants me to come back a day sooner which means I need to sleep but I can't my head is still hurting from last night. Well I guess it's for the best it will mean over time or an extra day I can't remember when they pay period cut off is. I'm trying to be super mom but it breaks my heart to leave my daughter at night because now I feel like both kids won't know me.
When I was pregnant working third I barely saw Bruce I was exhausted I barely spent time with him and it's probably the reason why he has a speech delay :(. I want the best for my kids and I don't think it's me but I can't change that fact I just wish I had more stamina and not being over weight might help but I don't have time to work on myself my kids come first and always will
Amber, don't beat yourself up over Bruce's speech delay!! You'll never know if things would be different had you been home with him EVERY minute of everyday. You're a great mom!! And you'll figure out a way to make it all work! And if you need help with the kids at all this summer while I am summer break, let me know! OK?!? Also, you CAN work on yourself even though your time is limited. I have a plan. Next time we talk I will let you in on it...OK? :)
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